Kelsea Balleriniis getting vulnerable abouther divorcefromMorgan Evanson a new project titledRolling Up the Welcome Mat.
The country singer-songwriter released the 6-track EP on Tuesday alongside a heart-tugging short film, which shows Ballerini contemplating the demise of her marriage as she struggles to voice her thoughts with a romantic partner.
In a statement, Ballerini describedRolling Up the Welcome Matas the next chapter of her latest album, 2022’sSUBJECT TO CHANGE.
Morgan Evans and Kelsea Ballerini.Mike Coppola/Getty
She then noted that her musical origins stemmed from writing therapeutically through dark moments. “The only way I’ve been able to handle my life since I was 12 was to write about it. Ironically, I started writing music because my parents got divorced; that was my therapy,” continued Ballerini’s statement.
“These are six songs I wish I had last year. It’s about the complexities of the feelings you go through during a massive shift at a young age,” she said of the project. “Rolling Up the Welcome Matwas how I processed everything. It’s the way I got my feelings out of my body and heart and put them to music — which is the purest way I could’ve handled it.”
The EP is laden with specific lyrics nodding toward her split from Evans, with opening track “Mountain with a View” revealing her breaking point amid time spent apart.
“I’m wearing the ring still / But I think I’m lying / Sometimes you forget yours / I think we’re done trying,” sings Ballerini — who wed Evans when she was 24 — on the chorus. “I realize you loved me much more at 23 / I think that this is when it’s over for me.”
Kelsea Ballerini.Mary Kouw/CBS via Getty
“Just Married” is the second song, which finds the musician realizing she was going through the motions in their marriage once the love faded: “It was a beautiful wedding / Sometimes I still taste the Veuve / And dammit I wish I wasn’t this ready / To undo I do.”
On the third track, “Penthouse,” Ballerini sings about moving out of their luxury city apartment andinto their first houseas her marriage crumbled, then and kissing “someone new”: “It hurts putting s— in a box / And now we don’t talk / And it stings rolling up the welcome mat / Knowing you got half.”
Kelsea Ballerini.Getty
“Blindsided” is the project’s fifth track, which finds the singer-songwriter wondering if her partnertruly hadn’t seen the end of their relationship coming.
Rolling Up the Welcome Matwraps with a track called “Leave Me Again,” seemingly written after the breakup, that sees Ballerini musing about what her ex is currently doing.
But the biggest message is that even through her heartache, she’s found herself — something Ballerini makes clear she’s no longer willing to compromise: “For a while the shoe fit / But then I outgrew it / And staying only made me get real good at pretend / So, I hope I never leave me again.”
source: people.com
